i’m lost.
it’s been how many hours now and i’m stuck int his run-down cafe that i don’t think my friends have heard of. I’ve had my ass chewed off this afternoon for not updating my DSL connection…and it’s not my fault that the guys responsible for my line is just soooo slow. Not that I miss surfing at home. Come to think of it…I’m tired of being online sometimes. anyways…what was it that i first typed? oh yeah…i’m lost. not only that…i’m bored and i’m lost.
where should i go? i have no inkling as to what direction i should face. don’t even know where is north in the first place. don’t even know if i want to be somewhere of significance…im tired…beaten down..and am just downright satisfied sitting on this plastic chair.
ok ok….im lost and my feet hurts…not to mention that its kinda humid here…yep i think the a/c is not working.
im lost and i feel like i want to cry. why, i was so sure as to where i was going and something happened that made me swerve my way to never never land. am i regretting? is this blog a product of excuses and rationalization? i hope not.
i just miss my friends and everything i’ve come to love at this one pit stop of my life.
why is life sometimes so stubborn?
2 comments ↓
It is us who made direction as to where our life should go. its just a matter of planning and how we handle our life, how we wanted our life should be. for all i know you have a bright future ahead of you coz your still young and you have so much to offer not only for other people but for your self as well..stay focused….
..its a normal thing, dont worry, if life is all excitement, it will be a flat line bore…the irony of it all…:)
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